Vaike Õiglane

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Vaike took the Which mathematical function are you? quiz* and the result is Riemann Zeta Function: Z(z)

Mystery and wonder are your “prime” delights in life. You seek to apprehend all the hidden, complex patterns in the universe. Some think you are quirky, but they just don’t understand you: they have not learned to think outside the box, as you have. You are a misunderstood genius.

* You find it in Facebook

I wish I would win the lottery so I could go back to school. I hate even thinking of going back to studies while working. I would benefit so much more from studying now, older and wiser. I would love to have the luxury to concentrate on studies only.

My restlessness got the better of me. As soon as I get out of here - I am heading east for this time. I was not supposed to go anywhere this weekend, but … right now sitting in one place is also not an option. If I would stay at home, I would probably drink too much. I better go. I better run again.

Label on my skirt says:”Take me home. Wear me out.”. Nice!

PS. This label was really small and inside the skirt. I have had this skirt for years and this is the first time I noticed it.

It feels weird. I don’t have to rush anything into this week. I am not going anywhere this friday.

Midsummer few years ago. A girl walking up to me and greeting me with the most bizarre of announcements. She was stating to be my partners partner.

Around midsummer a year later. Another girl sending me an SMS about how she just went to see an apartment she and my partner are planning to live in.

I don’t know why I suddenly remembered it, but I still wonder what is wrong with those girls. Why? What did it give to make announcements like that?

If I hear one more time someone telling me not to get a Velocity - I just buy it for all the wrong reasons. I only mention it on a list of canopies I want to try. I haven’t even decided anything yet! Nothing at all as I want to testjump all the different options before I make any decisions, but yeah … everybody knows that “you can’t consider anything, buy that”. Wtf? I thought that reasonable is to actually think things through, test, get to know all the options. Total “what do I know?!” moment*. Pretty much all my decisions until now have been misguided as well. Thank you!*

* Should or should I not translate the irony? Nääh, smart ones get it themselves.

What was that I wrote about not so long ago?

Yeah, exactly. So I forgot myself today as I am excited to go to Poland next week. Different event. Something new to experience. I was totally carried away talking about aircrafts and expectations and what organizers have told about last year experience. Excited!

And yet …. all of a sudden I found myself answering questions about my financial status again. “How can you afford it?”! By working hard and having nothing! Pure willpower and desire to do it. Not even a single question about an event. Yes, I was talking to skydivers.

Anyway. I shut up again for a while.

Greyish than grey. Even the green of islets was grey. Raincloud seemed to be hugging the sea. Heavy sight. … but there was more. Light grey on the edges of a view made everything I saw picturesque, unreal.

Freaky! What is up with all that religiousness? I never get used to all finns being so christian and all. I had totally forgot that sunday mornings I will wake up to church bells. It is impossible to ignore them, when my windows are open, as they are so damn loud. I don’t live in the center of a city! I live at a small peaceful corner, but still no escape from chimes.

PS. Ou, I just remembered that I am supposed to go vote today. That will be interesting.

PPS. How the hell did I forgot to go to vote? I remembered that again today (monday) when I opened internet browser and it looked at me written by me. Demented me. Seriously. I am not that old yet! Or am I?