April 28, 2011

another lesson

label: haven — CV @ 8:24 AM

Never ever be on time (or on early side) at Tallink check-in. You will be punished. Among first in check-in, among last to get off.

April 25, 2011

another realization

label: haven — CV @ 4:34 PM

I don’t want to be in Finland, but it seems like this country is holding me a hostage.

The thing with temporary things …

April 24, 2011

another sky venture

label: haven — CV @ 10:00 PM

There is always a first. Usually the first jump with a camera always goes the same – the camera isn’t on and I am no exception. One thing led to another … (one can always find an explanation)

2 jumps today. 2 cameraman jumps for 4-way and 1 video to prove it. Day filled with talking and teaching and laughing at myself while trying to be a cameraman. Try 4-way filming on slick competition suit without wings :) At least it is done and tried now :D I am glad I finally dragged myself to DZ.

another morning

label: haven — CV @ 8:40 AM

Motivation level = 0. It is wonderful spring weather outside and I can’t seem to get myself out of the bed. I should go skydiving, but I don’t even have any desire to do that.

April 23, 2011

another realization

label: haven — CV @ 5:54 PM

I just have to stop sobbing and make new plans. That is it.

miserable

label: haven — CV @ 1:34 PM

I shouldn’t tempt fate. I should know better than that. I just had to say out loud how happy and content I am and now I have it. In short week my life is upside down again. Miserable.

So here I am again. In tears and no idea what to do. Whatever action I choose – I will be broken before this year is over. I am so tired of loneliness. Tired! Tired of finding ways out only to be crashed. I had a plan out! Real plan with most of the details already worked out for me. Things were bent to match the plan and now …

April 18, 2011

another movie

label: haven — CV @ 10:03 PM

Aahhhh! I watched “Io sono l’amore” “(I am love) today.

Fantastico! Beauty and passion. Enjoyable art. Art!

I am really bad at writing reviews and such. Mostly I am more about sharing my fantastic finds. And this one is definitely worth promoting. Ou, but be aware – there is lot of nudity and sex in it.

another realization

label: haven — CV @ 9:53 PM

I have mastered the art of azu, tatar meat stew. It is finally delicious! Yesh!

another morning

label: haven — CV @ 9:24 AM

Woke up etc. I was in the middle of my morning routine when I looked into mirror.

“Hmm… Weird! I did go to sauna last night and washed my hair. I am certain of it. Why it isn’t clean? Hmmm… lets recall. Went to steam room once, came out, had a call, went back and … DAMN! I forgot to wash my hair! I just put the conditioner mask on and walked back into steam room without washing my hair. Stupid, stupid girl! Rinsed it thoroughly and that was it. How is that possible!?! How is it possible to forget to wash your hair in shower when you still use conditioner?”.

Yes, there are moments when I exclaim “This is not humanly possible!?!”, but it is and I am exactly that absent-minded (have I told you how I put makeup on only on one eye and forgot to apply it to the other?).

April 17, 2011

golden summer

label: haven — CV @ 12:25 PM

I saw my first butterfly yesterday at the DZ. Yellow! I would really like to believe that there is a golden summer waiting for me.

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