January 31, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 10:26 PM

Last few days she is finally looking like a person of her own for me. Till now she was a “thing”.

PS. According to yesterday’s check up she is 58,7 cm tall and 5380 gr heavy.

January 29, 2012

another realization

label: haven — CV @ 3:14 PM

I was stuffing inserts into FuzziBunz diapers, while Ayra was “sleeping” restlessly in another room, when I came to a realization. Is this my life for next few years? Those same diapers, same colours, same inserts, same routines …

January 23, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 2:04 AM

Dear child of mine. Your wide open eyes and cheeky grin is the last thing I want to see at 1 AM. I love you too, but you know there is a purpose for this nighttime – sleep!

January 19, 2012

another morning

label: haven — CV @ 12:27 PM

Today is a “2 cups of coffee morning”. How many of those will I get before this 3 months nightmare is over?

January 16, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 3:50 PM

Sometimes I wonder if I have a cat or a baby girl. All those scratch marks on me, on Ayra … Go figure!

January 15, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 6:42 PM

What do you mean I get the baby who refuses a pacifier?

January 13, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 8:41 PM

Tested my stroller today with 10 cm snow. Yesh! It works!

January 11, 2012

another realization

label: haven — CV @ 8:35 PM

Babies shouldn’t be born in the beginning of winter so up North. Especially to single parenting situations.

January 10, 2012

another about Ayra

label: haven — CV @ 4:44 PM

Ayra is giant! A week ago me and the health center’s nurse both thought that there is probably something wrong with the scales. She said that those scales they have with them on home check-ups are a bit too “tender”. Ayra’s weight has been: 4515 gr when she was born; 4280 gr when we went home and she was 3 days old and 4680 gr a week ago when she was 6 days old (gaining 400 gr in 3 days!). At 2 weeks, today, she weights 4980 gr. This is insane!

January 5, 2012

frustration

label: haven — CV @ 2:29 PM

Ignorant selfish people vex me beyond tolerance. I do get emotions, but losing any common sense because of selfish reasons … No, I don’t get it. Higher state of stupidity. Who uses children as an object of revenge? What kind of grown-up is capable of that? I don’t get it. I really don’t get it.

I miss Prof. I really need to vent.

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