July 28, 2012

unbalanced

label: haven — CV @ 10:03 PM

So I am sitting here drinking beer after really hot day of skydiving and I feel out of place, out of balance, out of … (wanted to say hope at first, but I am never out of hope) … happiness. I am unbalanced.

I’ve always had hard time balancing my life, my desires, my possibilities, my hobbies, my time, my work … Now I have to factor in Ayra. It hasn’t come easily. Especially with work. So, I am unbalanced and a bit deeper in a mess than usually. No imaginary control, just a one step after another and no planning.

Who said I am a control freak? Control freaks can’t live like that. I am pretty sure of it.

4 impressions

  1. It’s been a while since I visited your blog, because of various reasons… Anyway, I’m glad to read you’re still the good old Vaike I learned to know & like (didn’t need to learn that ;-)) quite some time ago. It’s been too long …

    Impressed by Gunter — August 23, 2012 @ 11:48 AM

  2. No worries! We will catch up in September. I will be at PCV record attempt.

    Impressed by CV — August 23, 2012 @ 12:03 PM

  3. I won’t. My bigway days are over since the Kaleidoscope accident …
    But I’ll try to join the party ;-)

    Impressed by Gunter — August 23, 2012 @ 1:12 PM

  4. :( I am so sorry to hear that.

    Impressed by CV — August 23, 2012 @ 1:40 PM


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