October 18, 2015

another moment

label: still here — CV @ 12:03 AM

Just for a moment I forgot that my life has changed. Just for a moment I forgot that He is not part of my life any more. In this tired state, in the middle of the night, I was thinking along the lines of “we”.

There are routines, that were there already before, and when you find yourself in a routine like that, it is so easy to forget that the context has changed. Until the reality hit me. With brutality. Knocking the wind out me. Making me feel surreal about myself and my life and everything around me.

His life is his.

My life is mine.

There is no more us.

Damn it hurts. It really hurts. I can’t imagine my life without Him, so I just have to learn, one day at a time. I love this saying about possible things “If you can imagine it, you can achieve it.”. How can I live without Him, if I can’t imagine it?

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