January 1, 2016

another Happy New Year

label: still here — CV @ 1:30 AM

Do NOT say New Years resolutions will fail. I quit smoking as one of my New Year’s resolution. It was one of the hardest things I have done in my life, but I did it. I know it has been 8 years since that resolution, but today I suddenly remembered that. They keep telling in the radio and in other media not to make resolutions, because those resolutions fail. Don’t believe that. Make a promise and commit to it.

I do make New Year’s resolutions this year. -15kg as a goal (whenever I reach it, even if it will be next year), learn to sleep and I want to fall in love again. I want to prove myself that it still exists (butterflies, I mean). I am so down and so depressed and so lost of light. I want to believe again and even if it is just a fling, it would be enough to prove that chemistry exists.

Yesh, Happy New Years!

I think it is becoming a tradition, that I will spend all my New Year’s in Finland alone. That is just it. Somehow I am becoming used to it. This year was no exception.

No impressions (interesting why?)


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