March 16, 2016

just another

label: still here — CV @ 12:42 AM

I cannot sleep. The thoughts keep racing in my head. Unfairness is something that has thrown me off-balance as long as I can remember. When I am treated differently, than others, or when I am being lied to, I get really hurt. “Crying my heart out and screaming from torment” hurt. Unreasonable and unfair behaviour towards me is torture.

So I lie here and I can’t understand. Why others are treated differently? And reasonably. What is so wrong with me, that I did not deserve that? Why do I always bring the worst out of people? Or, why removing me from equation balances everything?

I keep repeating the mantra “Life is unfair. Let it go.”, but it doesn’t help tonight.

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