August 14, 2016

9 months and 11 days

label: still here — CV @ 10:25 AM

This is how long it took me to be free of His charm after I moved out. 9 months, 11 days and I am finally able to be in the same space with Him without totally falling apart. Finally the overwhelming desire for Him is gone. He has no hold over me any more. I think I can see Him for who He actually is for the first time.

I know there will be setbacks and there is still long road to go on the path of self-forgiveness; but right now, for the first time in 8 years, I feel like I am free again. Don’t get me wrong – I am still not over Him, my heart is still broken and I question everything in my life, but I think I have reached the first milestone on this path of healing.

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