April 11, 2017


label: still here — CV @ 8:55 PM

I am washed over with sadness. It makes me sad to be in His proximity and the feeling lingers for days. Why can’t I be angry? It would be so much easier. At least the worst pain is gone and now it just fills me with sadness.

Blue. Not gray, blue.

Edit later: Wishful thinking! Crash, boom, bang.

April 6, 2017

I feel Murphy

label: still here — CV @ 12:58 PM

I feel that Murphy is creeping up on me. Lately too many things have gone astray, but today the feeling is just extremely disturbing.

Edit later: The worst I could have imagined did not happen. It was a weird day anyway.

April 4, 2017

another morning

label: still here — CV @ 1:56 PM


Slowly this date has become one of my favourites during the years. It seems like good things happen to me on this date.

There is spring outside! Sunshine and warmth and you can smell spring in the air. I keep on smiling this morning. I know everything will be OK.

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