summer flu
I miss thunder. I wish it would clear the air. To help me breathe. I’ve been feverish for a week already and it isn’t easy being sick in the middle of the summer. I can’t breathe. My throat is sore and my nose doesn’t support normal airflow. Fever in this heat is not the best thing.
I see nightmares from time to time. About my ex. Last night was extra vivid. Somehow I was back together with him and I had no way out. It wasn’t in the past. It was in the future and I knew all I know about him and us and how we don’t work, but in my dream I had to be with him and stay with him. I was terrified in my dreams. I woke up terrified.
Damn flu.